This isn’t quite serving its purpose…
I’m anxious, procrastinating, stressed out of my mind, and losing my focus. Since the accident I haven’t quite been myself and I need help. On another side of things, I’m finding more and more that my laptop, my computer, my Toshiba OrganizemythoughtsM3000-atron is doing the exact opposite of what the name might suggest. I’m distracted. This is how my routine goes:
- I boot up my laptop
- Wait a day or two, windows XPproproproMediaCentreEditionextrawidescreenpornoencoderV3.0143184BetaversionB loads
- Start firefox, wait an hour
- I’m greeted with my custom google homepage which is nice, I check my emails briefly.
- Load up Facebook on the first tab after the homepage, then tumblr, then Speedhunters, then My.Senecacollege and wait for all that to load up.
- Forget what I booted up my PC for in the first place…
- 99% of the time, my thoughts are scattered and forgotten over the bay of Somethingawful, Gorillamask, neatorama, etc etc…
So, tonight I revert to good old pen and paper. Peace out interwebs, don’t take it personally. I’m gone just for tonight. I’ll see you in the morning when I’m in class and not paying attention to my goof profs.